Anatomy Of Sadness.
06 Apr 2021
“Remembering’s dangerous. I find the past such a worrying, anxious place. “The Past Tense,” I suppose you’d call it. Memory’s so treacherous. One moment you’re lost in a carnival of delights, with poignant childhood aromas, the flashing neon of puberty, all that sentimental candy-floss… the next, it leads you somewhere…
Schizophrenia - Losing my mind at 17.
10 Mar 2020
It’s a strange thing. To feel that your life is an illusion.
An illusion that is so hard to see if its reality.. or a Van Gogh painting inside your mind.
When i was first told that my mind was slowly developing schizophrenia at the age of 17, i never…
The House Of Black Butterflies.
24 Feb 2020
This house in particular has always stayed inside my mind. Sat alone between the quiet trees of Blackwood forest it remained isolated and lonely. Every window was boarded with not a glimmer of light inside. Though not much was left behind from the former souls who lived here, one room…
The Art Of Schizophrenia.
05 Feb 2020
Schizophrenia is easily described as a room with a window that looks into the same room over and over.
It’s characterised by vivid hallucinations and auditory sounds inside the head of the sufferer causing an almost emotionless state of being or an erratic dark persona. Though not all schizophrenics are…
27 Jan 2020
”Anxiety can be something so painful that you feel like climbing the stairs is a walk that lasts forever. Fear and the sound of your heart inside your head can make you blind to what is actually around you.”
Breathing is the most important thing you can do. When…
The Melancholia Of Abandoned Buildings.
16 Dec 2019
There’s something strangely romantic about the visual impact of abandoned houses. I suppose it’s similar, in some ways, to the fascination we have with shipwrecks. Although these homes have been left to decay for entirely different reasons than being sunk to the bottom of the ocean. Though like an old…